Your Own Inspiration!

This photo was taken at a friend's wedding, and I look at it now and think, heck, I was cute! (I'm the smiling lady to the far left) At that particular time in my life, I was made to believe that I was the most hideous creature ever to have trod this planet when this picture was taken. Abuse, in all its forms, is a tragic and horrendous thing...it changes you on a profoundly! I was a size 10 in this picture, and I was made to feel as though I needed to go to the tent and awning store (thank you, Suzanne Sugerbaker for that quote). Yes, I know! I allowed my ex to make me feel this way, but he had me so twisted that I believed him when he said I was fat, worthless, and disgusting. Uh! What? I was darn cute and totally rockin' that dance floor (I remember seeing my ex's looks of disgust and shame that night; he wouldn't even dance with me because he was embarrassed at the way I looked...sad!). I'm so thankful my friend posted these pictures on Facebook! My ex made me throw these pictures in the trash because I wasn't good enough to keep them...

I really wish I could get one whack at my ex's family jewels sometimes (I do my best to let God take care of the vengence...oh but it would be fun to get one good kick in, you know, for therapeutic reasons!). I wish I could tell that dancing diva that she was very worthy and looked fabulous!

Wow! I just became my own inspiration! I don't have to wear a size 4 or size 6 to be worthy...I don't have to weigh 115 pounds. I give myself permission to be me and enjoy every moment life has to offer (Yes, I even give myself permission to accept my 225 body and commit to living more according to my truth and maybe I'll revisit that body from the dance floor). Maybe I'll have the chance to meet that girl once again, assuming she wasn't killed during her tumultuous and toxic relationship with her dangerous and abusive ex. I think she's been crushed and possibly buried alive, but she's there...somewhere; I have hope!

Here's to being your own inspiration!

*Cheers*

~Shabby Chic Lady

Political Pondering Saturday...

Let's begin with the latest rise in gas prices...already $3.20 or more. In some cities in the U.S. gas prices, for regular, have gone past the $4.00 mark. I feel we're in quite an imbalanced place economically...

Finally our U.S. citizens in Libya were rescued. I think it's interesting that China and Turkey were able to get their citizens out more quickly than the U.S. Evidently the naval ship being used was stuck due to treacherous waters, yet, China and Turkey were able to rescue their citizens. The U.S. navy couldn't get their ships through treacherous waters? I don't get it? We're talking about the navy that stormed Normandy in treacherous waters! I'm truly baffled at the leadership in this country. It's as if we're taking 50 steps backwards!

I'm reading Michael Savage's book "Trickle up Poverty." I didn't realize how infiltrated our administration is with socialists! All, excuse me almost all, the czars (there's your first clue Sherlock...czars! since when does the U.S.A. have "czars?") that Obama has appointed (without congressional approval I might add) are some how linked to socialist/communist organizations. Not to mention that Obama has sought out many socialist during his lifetime for guidance and education! This is quite scary.

I also liked that Obama made a statement this week about Planned Parenthood's accomplishments. This organization was started by a woman who wanted minority population control! Planned Parenthood has also been involved in some shady dealings which I will go into another time after I've done more research on the topic. Yet, our president claims they have done much good in our society. Since when is the killing of a potential life a good thing? Just pisses me off!

I do recommend Michael Savage's book. Dr. Savage has gotten a bad rap, but if you truly listen to him, he offers solid opinions and facts about the state of our union! I still can't believe nothing has been done about his situation with England. He isn't allowed to enter that country because he's on a list of potentially dangerous people. WHAT?!? Since when did speaking one's mind become a terrorist threat?? He has never ensued violence toward people...Crazy! Absolutely nonsensical!

I must begin my day now. I have errands to run and a Starbucks trip to make. Enjoy your Satruday!

Peace~
Shabby Chic Lady

**And, no, I am not affiliated with Michael Savage! I honestly like his radio program and book.**

My Hope...Independence & Liberty!

Here is what I do NOT want our country to move toward:

Definition of SOCIALISM

1
: any of various economic and political theories advocating collective or governmental ownership and administration of the means of production and distribution of goods
2
a : a system of society or group living in which there is no private property
b : a system or condition of society in which the means of production are owned and controlled by the state
3
: a stage of society in Marxist theory transitional between capitalism and communism and distinguished by unequal distribution of goods and pay according to work do

I DO want the liberty and independence upon which the country was founded!!! I want our Constitution to remain the living and breathing document it was always intended to be for our union. I want limited government. I want communities to be revived from their slumber! I want those who are patriots to educate themselves so they may defend boldly for what they believe!

I will make a commitment to pray everyday for the survival of this republic against those powers that would love to see it fall!

I just couldn't wait till Political Pondering Saturday!!

God bless America!

~Shabby Chic Lady

Chai Lattes & EarthFare

Looking forward to a laid back type of Monday (no mania please)...

Headed out for a spicy chai latte then going to get a few provisions at EarthFare (ever been? It's fabulous!). Then, I'll find out if Blockbuster has "Unstoppable." If not, I'll head home and relax and refresh for the rest of the week!

Hope to have more to share later...

Peace~

Shabby Chic Lady

French Taunting - Monty Python and the Holy Grail

Enjoy the laughs! Having a very French mother, I can truly appreciate the joke!

Knowing Counterfeit!

What a splendid Sunday morning...calm, peaceful.

After taking Piper for her 2nd walk yesterday afternoon, I saw one of my neighbors and fellow dog lover. We stopped to chat, and she shared some insight with me. The insight that stands out the most is the one about how FBI agents are trained to spot counterfeit money.

Because we were discussing relationships and how we want to get married (again...we're both divorced and have survived abuse from a supposed loved one), she pointed out that you have to study the "real deal" before you can know what the counterfeit looks like. She said FBI agents are never trained with counterfeit money but with authentic currency so they're able to know counterfeit currency if they see it! The study every detail about the authentic currency profoundly and with great detail. Her point being that we must pray and focus on what we truly want in a relationship, a husband (or wife, life partner, etc.) so that we know when the "real deal" is in front of us!!! I will add that we must be our authentic selves as well or we'll never meet the person with whom we're supposed to share our lives!

I also like what she said about us "preparing our nests." I told her my concern with being too settled into my life, and that sharing it with someone will be a challenge. She was quick to point out that when you meet the right person, they'll be leading a similar life so transitioning from singleton to married woman won't be that different because I'm already preparing the nest...

I love when God decides to talk to you spontaneously! He always sends His answers and messages some how~we simply have to be awake enough to hear them!

Before I sign off, let me explain the picture (charming Ireland). On Yahoo! news, there's an article about the best places to visit if you're traveling alone (party of one, please!), and Ireland made the list! I have always been fascinated with this place. Seems the Irish have a quiet and serene life (especially those who live in the countryside). Anytime I watch a movie filmed in Ireland, I want to jump through the screen and be among those lush green rolling hills and ancient stone castles. I will go there one day! Who knows, maybe my husband waits for me among the hills and castles in a little cottage that's among a small farm....you just never know what waits for you in life!

Peace~

Shabby Chic Lady

Full Moon Lovely

On my way to a movie last night, the full moon (well, almost full) was hanging radiantly in the twilight sky...

God gives us small gifts if we simply take the time to notice them! I think especially when looking at nature, one will find beauty and grace.

I had to post one more blog before my little jaunt to see my parents. I wanted to share the horrendous dream I had of my ex-husband; I despise my dreams when his presence turns up in them. Seems ominous when he appears in the deepest part of my subconscious, but I will do my best to focus on the beauty and grace around me...I am thankful it was merely a dream!

Be sure to look up at the twilight sky tonight, for I'm certain the moon will put on a luminous show!!

Be grateful for something today.

Peace~

Shabby Chic Lady